I have been through worst.. I have handled much more situations, which were killing me inside. I forgot to live and live for myself. My family was suffering along side. I became selfish. Yes, I used to think ” they are my family. If’ I’m in trouble then they are in trouble”. SO I LET THEM SUFFER WHILE I GOT ALL THE ATTENTION AND SYMPATHIES. People would say she is going through hell but still alive: ‘oh God she is super woman’…what was that? No, I wasn’t being a super woman. Now I’m lost and dead from inside..!